a soldier-saint of the LORD is not a bad destiny to have. this is why i converted to the SIKH religion. to die defending the weak and innocents of this world is an honor. to stand up and fight the spirit of ANTI-CHRIST in this world is to stand up and fight the very spirit which has constantly tried to destroy me from the very beginning. because of this spirit evil has gone out in the world from the time in the GARDEN OF EDEN where mankind was offered one of 2 choices. they were offered the privilege of eating of the tree of life which was the true spirit of the living word which was spoken through the mouths of the prophets and was the manifestation of the true messiah JESUS. not only was it made manifest through him but it was witnessed and testified to by the prophet who followed after him. we know this prophet as HAZRAT NABI MUHAMMAD. since the spirit of ANTI-CHRIST hates the truth it also is responsible for the castigation and persecution of both he and his community the world of ISLAM, since ISLAM is strict holiness. the spirit of ANTI-CHRIST has hated him and all like him. there were a number of others to follow. the most significant was GURU NANAK and nine others who succeeded him and the last of them GURU GOBINDH SINGH upon his death bed appointed the holy book known as the GURU GRANTH SAHIB as the final guru of the SIKHS for all time. what is so significant about all of this is that he GURU GOBINGH SINGH formed the brotherhood of the KHALSA which is translated as the pure ones. these are the inheritance of the whole world. the KHALSA has but only one ambition that is to remember GOD at all times, to earn an honest living and to share some of what you earn with those in need. also to die if need be defending the weak and small. and most importantly he proclaims that MUHAMMAD is a true prophet sent from GOD and ISLAM is from a divine source- GOD himself. i do not feel sad that i have been so honored to be one who is a recipient of a last and final outpouring of the word and when all the dust has settled and we enter the millennial reign of JESUS CHRIST all which will take place will be as a cause of that outpouring. the scripture states in the book of JOEL which is reiterated in the book of ACTS, "in the last days i will pour out my spirit upon all flesh" this is a way to say that the outpouring mentioned will come upon the righteous as well as the wicked. how will it affect them? well i believe it will torment and burn those who reject the living word and insist in behaving wickedly while at the same time it will empower the righteous and they will cause a period of trouble the likes of the earth has never seen since there was a man on earth. those who reject it will be burned by it. and these are the ones who are eating of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. many have had similar life experience as myself some even more severe. we all have the choice which direction we will go. since we all are going to die. some will die in a manner which is shameful and deserving the curse of GOD and the rejection of mankind because they lived in a state of rage, unable in some cases to forgive what has happened to them. they blame this person or that person and either take their own lives of lash out and kill the innocent or others. well i could have been such a person but in spite of  the shameful way i was dealt with refused to go that direction. i have felt like doing it at times but always it was that i wanted to be the unsung hero. love therefore has saved me from a multitude of sins! i wanted to atone myself by coming to the rescue of innocent people who are being hurt by lying wicked spirits. this is why i defend the people of ISLAM. what crimes do they commit especially the children except to be another religion except CHRISTIAN. i will say boldly here and in plain ENGLISH that those who perpetrate violence against innocent people will suffer the violence due them. as the LIVING WORD is a sharp 2 edged sword! it cuts both ways!