it is important here to point out to you readers that i have forgiven my mother and father. if you was to hear their story, you would quickly see why they did things the way they did. i will not reveal any of their story only mine and the name i am writing under is an assumed name. it is part of my spiritual name AS I AM A CONVERTED TURBAN WEARING SIKH, a soldier-saint of the one true GOD. he is known by many call names and each one of them are hence only titles which describe the limited qualities of his we do know. of course no person knows all of GOD and even to call GOD "he" is not really correct. this happens because GOD IS REFERRED TO AS THE ETERNAL FATHER IN HEAVEN. male or female does not describe who GOD is. since GOD has created everything which exists, nothing of the created realm is him nor one of his qualities. in actuality GOD transcends all and is alone. there is none beside GOD. nor does GOD resemble anything GOD HAS CREATED. the name FULL GOSPEL MISSION i mentioned above in this story was a real place. now a days the name has been changed to THE APOSTOLIC FAITH TABERNACLE. they assume there that the experience they have in the church is the same one which the APOSTLES had on the day of PENTECOST. this is as false as a wax wedding ring. for one thing the scripture goes and i cannot remember exactly where is is at this time but anyhow it says that the wicked one would not be revealed until there first come a great falling away. this falling away will continue until the final outpouring which is the event recorded in REVELATIONS chapter 11. hence all church theology is imperfect and not the real truth. while there is some truth as they say that JESUS was the true messiah sent from GOD other things they say are not true. we will more then likely go into some of these untruths later on. all churches do have a small measure of truth but they are of the GREAT FALLING AWAY  ST. PAUL talks about. suffice it to say here for the moment that this story is not a story to rant and rave against my parents. but to lay the things -events of my life so that we can therefore learn by them.