so i had this bad taste in my being. which said, "you had it so hard at home that you would have rather have gone to a place where you know will be molested." this was a sick thing and it haunted me for years so that i would find women to have sex with, as many as i could (if you will pardon the pun)lay my hands on. i was trying desperately wash myself of the sick filth of sodomy. and got myself in the most difficult of trap which could exist...WILD WOMEN......PROVERBS warns us about this. you may read PROVERBS chapters 5 - 6 - 7, tells it all and i entered into the next hell which was the one which almost ultimately lead me to death. it caused me to end up homeless for 14 years. i wandered all around the country and around the whole globe 2 times. i want to talk about this period of time in my life which i call the "EVIL YEARS". i have to sincerely thank my maker for saving me through my stupidity. as i am here to tell this story when many of my friends are dead today. alcohol was involved and i sank so low that i flatout denied belief in the VIRGIN BIRTH OF JESUS CHRIST. it was after i ended up homeless that i was restored my sanity and kept it. because it was the QURAN the holy book of ISLAM which saved me from the ruin of my unbelief. THE QURAN STATES THAT JESUS WAS BORN OF A VIRGIN and this restored my faith in JESUS. WITHOUT HIM I HAD NO HOPE WHATSOEVER AND WAS DOOMED TO AN ETERNITY WITHOUT GOD. hopefully if i don't get sidetracked on some other subject i will tell all.