now i had teachers jump on the band wagon to bully me as well. the principal was one of those persons who delighted when another bigger kid beat me up. after such a fight where i had the other on the ground pinned and punching in the face repeatedly as he started a fight with me in the lunch room. when i reached under the table to retrieved a fork which he deliberately threw down there kicked me in the face as i went under. approached me on the playground and started a fist fight with me. when i wrestled him to the ground and began to punch him the fight was broke up by a teacher who dragged us to the office, the principal said to me that he knew the other kid could actually beat me and that i just got lucky. this was happening because in the 7th grade and 8th grade the GARLAND AND EXETER kids came to the DEXTER school and seeing the others and who they were picking on at the time indicated which kids to bully. so this one kid came behind me while i was taking a piss in the urinal. he started pulling my belt - pulling me away from the urinal so that i was in danger of pissing on the floor. he kept repeating do you think you can take me BINGHAM?! this got my rage burning so bad that i calmly finished my business and zipped up my fly and turned on him quickly seizing him by the shoulders and drove him back to wedging him between the 2 urinals there in which i commenced punching him in the face as hard as i could. i do not remember how long this went on because i had blacked out there and no doubt would have killed him there. but thank GOD i was grabbed from behind by a hollering man who turned out to be the school janitor who separated us and dragged us to the office. he was in bad shape and i felt sorry for him. this was the rage i had in me and my anger was not at him per-se but at my parents, the church, the teachers, and GOD. one thing good happened after this though most of the kids left me alone after that. this leads me up to the real sexual molestation which began about this time. it was homosexual rape actually. and i will get into this soon.